This lock-down is taking its toll on me and I need to express myself. I have been working from home since April 1st, 2020. Before then, I was off work due to a terrible cold and with the Covid-19 virus event happening, I was told to stay home. I am at high-risk with pre-existing conditions. … Continue reading This lock-down
This lock down... How's it working out for you? I thought it wasn't affecting me. I don't think this any more. It's my writing. Rather, it's my lack of writing which shed light to the contrary. One of the signs of depression is not doing what one enjoys doing, and I love to write. It … Continue reading How’s it working out for you?
The sky is getting lighter earlier in the mornings and later in the evenings. It’s been overcast a lot, so I cannot say that it is getting brighter. It’s supposed to be sunny here most of this weekend; however, I see nothing but clouds over head. Perhaps, the cloud cover will burn off later. I … Continue reading My week and how I spend it
It was an emotionally rough weekend. I drank and ate way too much. I have been trying since Christmas to lose weight. This past weekend I tossed this out the door. I didn't feel depressed, but I wasn't in a good place either. I guess I felt a bit blue; although at the time, I … Continue reading This past weekend
Music may calm the wildest beast, but for me it helps me de-stress. When I get stressed out after a hard day, one of the things that helps me unwind, other than alcohol, is music. As a youngster, I would listen to the AM Chum music station’s Top 40 list. When I started middle school. … Continue reading Music de-stresses me
It's crazy busy at work. I seem to be handling it okay, so that's good. It sure makes the day go by.I think one of the things which has helped make things easier is knowing I only have two more years of this. I won't be around for a third, "A light at the end … Continue reading Work vs writing (It’s been crazy busy)
I cannot always say that I have loved the person I am. When I was a youngster, I never gave the idea of: “Loving oneself,” much thought. I only wanted to be accepted and fit in. I think most of us kids felt this way. When you’re a kid all you want is to be … Continue reading Learning to love oneself